Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Spinning Out Of Control...

“I have no regrets in my life. I think that everything happens to you for a reason. The hard times that you go through build character, making you a much stronger person.”

This week got off to a rough start. Life is most definitely throwing me a few curves balls right now, and I'm finding it hard to dodge them all. I feel like I am spinning out of control and I can't find the ground. I've been so overwhelmed with emotions and stress. My mind has no time to rest and recuperate from constantly racing. Currently working three jobs, 60+ hours a week and trying to find time for myself is a little difficult. I'm still trying to make friends and learn the area, after two months... it's getting better. I work with some pretty amazing people, which makes work enjoyable! Besides that, I've been missing home a lot the past couple of days. I'm out of my comfort zone; but that was the whole reason I moved here in the first place, right? To get out of my comfort zone, and grow. I still think moving here was the best thing I've done for myself... I guess it's just hard when you hit a rut and you don't have a support system to get you out. That's okay though, because what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, right? I'm going to get thru this, just like I have every other rough patch in the past. I understand that everyone changes, and life changes... so here's a toast to life & the unexpected - God is the perfect poet. If he brings you to it, he will bring you through it. ♥

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